its been a while since
i decided to let words flow
on a blank screen

its been a while
but i needed a bit
of self-given sanity

i feel too soft
and too sensitive

i feel too loud
and too offensive

i feel as if i cant
operate in a manner
thats acceptable anymore

i write to bleed
the thoughts that plague me

i bleed when i cant
write the words that made me

and its nice to finally be able
to let go and
feel calm

so i dropped in to say
im still alive



xoxoxo