I am happy
I really am
I smile and I laugh
But sometimes
I cry and I scream
Sometimes
I am sad

Life couldn’t be more great right now
I have the best friends that love me with all their heart
And I love them, truly
But sometimes
I don’t see that,
Sometimes
I think I am invisible, not important at all

I respect my body
I accept myself how I couldn’t for a long time
But sometimes
I doubt myself
Sometimes
All I see are my flaws, all my imperfections

I am happy without a relationship
I am happy with life how it is right now
I am ok with being alone, alone not lonely
But sometimes
I wish it would be different
Sometimes
I wish someone would love me, wish that someone would choose me

Because sometimes
I feel lonely
Like I am alone in this world
Like no one cares for me
Like it doesn’t matter if I‘m there or not
Sometimes
I am not happy
But that’s ok