I wonder what it’s
like to be submerged
underneath all that water
whilst your blood rushes
to your head
while you struggle for
another single gasp of
breath.
While you silently
drown underneath all
the wasted air
trapped in the bubbles
whilst they float to
the top?
Could you feel your
own scream against
your own throat
rising to your head
and feel it forming
in your ears
and it would just
be you?
Just you floating, drifting, wondering, carelessly through
the vast uninhabitable
ocean.
All the while you feel
your own heartbeat
in your chest rising
to your head and feel
it throbbing in your ears.

I wonder.