Oh calloused
Hearted queen .
Who found contentment
In being  contentious
With everything
Mentioned
Incubator of dissention
Dissuader of good intentions
In submission I'm  under subjection
To the cruel  one who had all my attention.
Preformed a botched lambotomy
Leaving me naked
Misserable
in a cold wet burlap
Sack of your love
 Dizzy drenched with depression in the dismal drizzle by the sea..

Oh .......
The dismay I've seen swimming

in this clay sodden spectrum of life
How I pang to be awakened. mine eyes turnt to stone.
I lie alone
Weeping over my boosom
Saturated in tears
Too heavy to breath,brings such numbing darkness to my room.

Someone please take these chains of mundane.
The hooks of which hang painfully rusting in my heart  
Such elegant
  etiquette
The whimsical loftiness  
Look I'm not