Explode onto me sweet overthought of my life choices Drain me of my focus Guide me to self doubt, and embrace my insecurities as you feed them back to me Multiplied Intensified Shoot me up with the same self esteem I've trampled over, see if it goes up, or infects me with a false sense of confidence which will lead to dumb decissions, regret, and the same **** starting point of this ******* poem I think, therefore I am Yet I fail to be, lost in an ocean of "but what if..?", and I drown in the consequences of my own idiocy I breathe in your judgement and exhale insecurity A definition of me I didn't write, but one I did buy