Unsure about this one Many before have come And it not just me hurting when they leave The first gave me my son Then he left The second took advantage of my son and me The third couldn’t stand up For my son or me The fourth had kids But the anger drove me off One girl didn’t want to leave The “Beast” or “Monster” as she called him It was too scary when he was angry I took her in I share her with her father and mother But now she doesn’t want to leave me Then there is the fifth one Much different from the rest No children, from what I can gather And beforehand, I was quick to bring my children But I can see the damage on their faces When the past comes up This man makes promises But I have been made a fool Too much for my liking I ask how much is real And how much is wishful thinking I am not easy My life is not easy And neither are my children Middle schoolers now Homeschooled because of the animals And the training’s The events interfered too much beforehand This man said he understands But how much can I trust How much is true In a world full of pain and lies?