I fear the day when I no longer know
the feeling of bliss when you are rewarded
the feeling of frustration when you fail
the strong emotions that make me feel human
making me feel alive, telling that I exist

I fear the day when I no longer know
the feelings captured in my memories
the memories I vividly remember,
the memories that I always try to hide under
I fear the day when the past doesn't bring
the joy or pain that is fabricated
kept in my thoughts, to never be reached

I fear the day when I no longer know
the feelings I felt when I think of the future
the ecstasy that the hope brings
the dread that the anxiety sets
I fear the moment I no longer look forward
to what tomorrow might bring