No matter how much I wash, I am not clean.
I need to say the truth but I am not living in truth.
I know the right thing to do to cleanse my soul but I am not doing it I am too ***** and don't want to be saved.
I am full of lies and owe people money.
I use my charm to deceive people
I am torn inside and what to be clean. I know what to do but I am not doing it. Don't know why I am scared or feeling like I have time. Time is going and I am tired of trying to escape or always run away. I want to face my battles now. Stand trough it to the end. I owe my kids and the kids around me this change. I want to be leader. I want to preach and change people postively with my words and money and actions. I want