I'm sorry I've been distant,
You've been texting asking if I'm fine,
I could say anything to you, but you see through, if it's not a no it's a lie

I love you that's why I don't want to have you around,
Baby my ship is sinking and neither wanna watch the other drown

This **** unfair and confusing,
Last year it was drugs, this year it's love I'm abusing

It's not wisdom, beautiful it's experience, your my best look and I know you're sick of hearing this

Like this poem, I'm all over the place, lacking beauty, structure and a little ******,
But till the day I'm gone, you're the women I want to love