Some things are certain. Tonight the moon will rise only to be replaced by the warmth of the sun again in the morning. You're never as certain as the universe. And even that could cease to exist at any given moment.
I keep searching for you in cracks in the pavement, in graffiti ridden alleyways and in my most terrifying moments, when I cross the street looking behind me instead of in front. I keep thinking that you're going to be somewhere asking me to stay or saying you love me or some other sentimental *******.
Truth is I'm a traveler. I don't stay in one place too long. I don't make ties that can't be easily broken with the razor blade that has become my only friend.
You don't understand and how could you? You've been stuck in this one horse town your whole life and you only gravitated towards me because I had tattoos and silver metals sticking through my skin that spelt out rebellion.
You didn't see me as a flower, but a dandelion. You wished on me, for a new life, a new love and a new thing to make you feel alive. But all ghosts can do is make you think of death.
I'm a sad ghost of a girl I once was or maybe who I'm going to be. And sooner or later I will find you in a crack in the pavement or over my shoulder. And you won't ask me to stay, because you'll know better. You'll tell me to look forward.