I keep finding people
Who says they will be there forever
But as time goes on
It starts to fade
They say they can’t help me anymore
they said they would stay forever
But forever is just a thought not Reality
And losing people over and over again
Make me repeat the first time to the next
And how they are the same
And reality now is just me
I get high to turn it off
And then it starts
To come back the pain the suffering
So you do it over and over again
When I run out I’m on the floor
Trying to hold
Back the pain of reality
But I know I’ll never make it out
Of the mud, no one will bring the white cloth
And wipe my face off
Because there nothing left
I just sit there in the dirt on my face
Because that is reality
Me by myself forever

RLC