For I am afraid to
love again
because the one that
taught me what love was
is now loving someone better
than myself
and all i ask is "why?"
should i have apologized for caring
to much?
should i have apologized for loving
you until i had nothing else
to love?
my dear, you left me with all these
unanswered questions


when you left , i lost
myself and cried until my eyes
bleed red
but now i am here lying
in the bed we use to
share
staring at this white blank
ceiling , thinking of you
and all the things you did wrong.