I’m afraid of getting bad again. I don’t think I will ever get better if I do. The darkness was scary but I know it’s not gone for ever. I’m afraid of loosing you. I don’t want to say goodbye, One day I will lose you. I hope you don’t leave when the darkness comes back. I feel selfish saying I want you to stay with me. I want your sunshine and late night talks. If I get lost again please go looking for me. Please don’t say goodbye. When it’s time to go, I will wave from the other side.