May 2021
Paralyzed from the waist down
I watched her climb out my window
Gracefully and slowly I watched her leave
And disappear into the darkness that has consumed me
I said goodbye to the happy girl I once saw myself as
And welcomed the confused and lost girl I lay in bed as
Dreaming one day that the happy girl I used to be will come back and replace this sad girl that I am now
But one can only hope for right now
I watched her climb out my window
Gracefully and slowly I watched her leave
And disappear into the darkness that has consumed me
I said goodbye to the happy girl I once saw myself as
And welcomed the confused and lost girl I lay in bed as
Dreaming one day that the happy girl I used to be will come back and replace this sad girl that I am now
But one can only hope for right now
I'm in the midst of a breakup but not really. I never dated him but it felt like we did. He was the one person that kept me the happiest. But now he's leaving my life and I don't know why so writing is the only thing helping me besides crying.
