When you were in a stage remembering all those memories you had with your old friends Crying out yelling in your mind saying 'I regret joining here' When you were suffering in and acting out that you don't care but deep inside you were all alone All those days you thought no single creature was looking at you you thought no one really care for you where couldn't handle the situations well
But the little you forgot to look at is your own friend who saw those eyes which were pretending like they never know how to cry who saw that heart which couldn't bear the pain regretting like you had done the world's biggest sin who saw you being abnormal unlike you used to.. still tried hard to look as cool & normal sometimes underestimating sometimes overestimating the things you were going through
you thought no one was looking at you but I was just beside you looking at the things trying to help out in a way I could do & finally am glad that I made it done
now I just wanna say the same words you said on the day you were laying beside "nothing is permanent in our lives" now tell me? are you done with your temporary trauma?? are you happy on this birthday like I always excite for mine?? cause I do :)
you never know the smile which crept on my face when you call me in trouble XD sorry but 'there is someone whom I can ask out when I'm low' is the beautiful feeling ever & being that someone is most adorable :)