******* baby i hate you so much please don't leave me get the **** away from me you disgusting ***** i'll change i promise this is why nobody likes you it wasn't you, it was me why the **** are you like this you knew this would upset me i'll be anything you want me to be sweetheart don't leave me please
i'm in the process of trying to get tested for BPD/ treated for whatever I have i can just remember everything i sabotaged because i crave instability