Why is it I feel you on the coldest days As the sun cowards behind the clouds La de da da Ballads of rain shower the earth And scars swell at the thought of healing La de da da As the darkness dances around me You sing at the sight of my falters La de da da Breaking me down for the last time As I struggle for a grasp on what's left La de da da My only hope is to someday recover And survive long enough to forget you