I lay awake for yet another night; your tiny feet kicking around, looking for more room. it’s not uncommon for me to wonder how we got here; two pink lines and a heartbeat. as I still my hand over my ever growing belly, you eagerly meet mine with your steady growing ones. and despite the aches and pains of contractions, I lightly push against you, anxious to feel you kick me in return. and even though some days I can’t move through the pain, I love you more each day. you’ll never know how excited I am to see you. sweet girl, oh you are something else; someone bound to move mountains and change the world. For you, my sweet child, are made for something far bigger and better than I ever was.