I'm trying so hard not to do anything to myself.
But its really hard cause it was all my fault.
Writing this is all I got.
Expressing myself is all I got.
I feel so empty why is it me..
Why couldnt I be the one for you.
I'm crying while I'm writing this I'm such a *****
Its all I can do about thinking of a switch.
To end everything now and not go further.
I wish I can forget it and move forward..
I don't think ill be writing anymore more poems.
This might be my last one so I hope its a forum.
For you guys to understand and know its hard.
For liking someone so much that can tear you apart.
Its killing me day by day.
I wish I can handle it and go along with my day.
Everythings my fault and I can't bring it back.
I wanna keep going but its like heart attack.
Sooner or later I'm just gonna go.
Where I belong in a ******* hole.