God there’s always you
You’re always sitting at the back of my mind
I wanna think about them
How sweet they are
How they make me feel loved and wanted
But then there’s you
I miss you and I shouldn't
It’s clear that you’ve moved on
It’s clear i wasn’t your swan song
I just wanted to be enough for you
God you promised so many things
You promised you wanted to end up with a ring
But then you went and ended it
And for what
You make me feel like i was safe and wanted and loved
To just take it all away simply because you could
I shouldn’t miss you but i do
The way you covered your face when you got flustered
The way you smiled at the thought of a future
But now it’s gone
I want to have that with them
I want to trust again but you took that away
My feelings of safety and security in a relationship is all gone
I want to be with them but then there’s you
And there’s always going to be you isn’t there
I guess i fell way harder than you did
Me ever being happy again without you?
Heaven forbid.