remember all the ride home,
i’m behind you, looking up at the skies
trying to hide all the feelings inside,
trying to utter a sound,
trying to get a grip of what should be
in store for us;

remember all the sneaking out,
i wait for you, or sometimes you wait for me
trying to stay dead silent as possible,
trying to pretend we don’t exist,
trying to be real for you, but you never
want me to;

remember all the sneaking in,
your face at the front door, mine pretentious
trying to be awake ‘til midnight,
trying to keep you in my sight, but you let loose
of this thread i’m binding you;

remember all you did, and you said,
just want to forget, just want this to end
trying to dump all the thoughts i had about you,
trying to not to hold on anymore,
trying to remember what it was without you,
so then i could be brand new.