I never knew that
those hidden giggles under the blanket
will one day turn into
silent tears hugging my pillow

Never knew that
those obsessive thoughts about you
will one day make me cry
not to think about u still couldn't help myself

Never knew that
those fantasies of my routine preplans
will **** me
every time I do something new

I never knew that
those words from heart
will suddenly flash out from your mind
soon as you delete the whole chat

I literally never knew that
I'll write these all one day sitting out
with a messy hair and a messy mind
or else  I  would have never even allowed you in my life
Nah
I would have never even born to say you that I love you!
yeah! I know
I know that I am talking more but,
don't you think that time made us more worst than this?

Isn't it?