Why do I continue to pour from my empty cup when everyone has warned me not to. If someone asked me to jump off a bridge would I do it? Maybe. If someone dangles some temporary validation in front of me I break out into an instant jog. I am a tool used to boost egos And heal wounds. No one notices I'm just taking them and wearing them as my own.
And I am so tired.
The bones are breaking.
Sometimes when I'm all alone And my heart has quieted to a whisper You can hear them creak and groan Like an old ship That's carrying too much And has crashed one too many times