What is my purpose? Is it just to suffer? Maybe I'm just a duffer. A smile that can't even surface. A wound that always curses. What you see is just a lie on purpose. Every day feels like a waste. A mistake. I can never be happy even just a little taste. This, this pain. Can't wash away even with pouring rain. Empty emotions flowing down the drain. Who can I even blame. Ever day is the same.