Hey girl in the classroom, who was sitting across the table, staring in my eyes. Seeing past my disguise. Talking with you was my prize. If only I hadn't had so much doubt. I would've asked you out. If I had just known how.
I was too young, too dumb to understand just how much you meant to me. Wish I could've done more for you. Always saw you looking blue.
I still remember that first day. You showed me the way. You let me in. I'm here now wondering how you been. I didn't love you then. But it didn't take long. Is that wrong?
Had to get this weight off my shoulder. Maybe we can see each other again when we are older. I had a dream about you sitting across that table staring at me. Nothing on my mind. Although I think about you all the time.
I sometimes have long sleepless nights. Is that you thinking of me? Or just what I want it to be? Wish I had only just asked you out. If only I had no doubt.