i never understood how you can love someone and not be ready for them because if it was true love you'd take them anytime anyday anywhere any life but that's just not the case when i look at you i see somebody whose loved me for a long time and i've taken it for granted because on some level it's not what i want truly if i ever had your heart i'd take it for granted but it's ok babe just hold my hand and we'll go get cotton candy together.
we never dated but we've been connected a long time i chose someone else over you and looked what happened i think on some level i deserved it for what i did to you but hey, holding grudges over love is ancient artifacts