I am derived from the word lonely
i am the prefix of sadness
as well as every synonym to happy
(maybe even elated at a few times)
you could never time me
on how fast i change emotions
because sometimes, it is a slow process
and others
a fast blur
wherever i derive from
i'm a walking dictionary
being every single one of those words
phrases
synonyms
antonyms
at least once in my life
i've reached numb and i am glad
that i have passed
the n words
but this does not mean
i can't go back a few pages
and re-read