Sleep all the words holding me soothing me sedating me. I don't resist because she is comfort comfort in letting go and thinking, dreaming, wishing, hoping, creeping. Creeping back into myself, finally. My eyelids weren't heavy but having them closed makes me sway in and out and slowly down. Down into a dark place. I am not afraid. My mind is its own anchor my body losing feeling my heart slowing. I am at peace within myself.