Looking at her journal
she tried to smile
perfectly knowing
all her insecurities
were written in those lines

the past that empowered her
the future that overpowered her
the guilt of sinning
the sorrows of him leaving
the burden she carried
the thoughts she hated

flipping the pages
re-reading the past
she could travel swiftly
back to the days
where she felt broken apart

it was strange
to cherish her broken life
she looked at her journal
and confusingly smiled

the agony of present
the unknown future
she realised that night
the brutality of life

Past was her enemy
that she won with pride
respected herself for conquering that fight

in that rainy night
she looked at Almighty
and whispered to let her win
all the battles
for rest of her life.