i tell them we are just friends,
but they look at me like im crazy.

they ask,
"how can he look at you like that and be just a friend?"

what am i supposed to tell them?
that its not the right time?
that it was too much all at once?

they keep asking,
"what are you? you might not be dating,
but its definitely more than friends?"

so i ask you,
what are we?
what are we doing?

this feeling is more than a friendly caring.

i love you more than i have loved anyone in this world.
i so badly want to kiss you.

i want so badly for you to understand how i feel when im with you.

but this something meant for the books.
saying, "they were friends who looked at eachother as more"