I try so hard to have faith
Struggling light in my space
My emotions receive
My heart on my sleeve
I carry this burden inside
My tears are no longer dried
Screaming I question why
Understanding I so try
Everyday I am on my knees
Begging God to give me the keys
Why is it not meant to be
What is wrong with me
I gave it to you
I prayed it was true
Bringing me home to peace
This pain I forever release
This emotional battle I am drowning
I am lost to my surroundings
My words humbly spoken
I await your enlightened token
I only want to understand
Where these thoughts land
Drifting upon the ocean current
I question why I am so different
My tears drop upon your feet
God I know this we can beat
Help me not fall to this human role
God I have given you my soul
I close my eyes thankful to you
I know you aid me in being true
Please carry me through this time
Until I again hear my angels' chime