Sitting on the banks of the Big Sur River—a person in flannel and denim, named and identified, albeit uncomfortably so.
What’s missing? Fauna. No fauna except for the small brown scorpion on the lapel of one’s jacket.
“I thought you were a Gemini.” “I am.” “Then why do you have a scorpion embroidered on your jacket?” “Where?!” “There.”
Scorpion gingerly removed with a manzanita twig, flanneled and denimed returns to the Big Sur and gets lost in the fluidity, flowing through identities— first this one, then that one.
What name shall we give ourselves? Wanting to hide all of it: the Welsh, the Confederate president, the dreary commonness of it all.
In an attempt to sever past associations, we commit posthumous patricide, jettison “Davis” . . . for what? What goes in that empty space on the line at the bottom of all forms?
What rings true? And what does truth mean anyway? Why not Lie? Such a small phoneme—Lie. Why not let falsehood stand in for a name?
And so, standing now, walking now, back to the tent, newly knighted, self-named, thus: A. Lie