I've been alone in so many places Time dragging and plenty of new faces Talking to me is a waste of everyone's time But I sure manage to listen when it's not mine I don't think a struggle is enough to get by Especially when it's all I live for along with a fight Too many flaws to count But achievements there I need to avoid the doubt Breath of a cigarette with thousands of what ifs in my head I don't want this marb red to end I'm over thinking again All I lost was the right company Doesn't matter until someone lost me I always knew how to take a hit Not much of understanding a hint But atleast my attempts are pending Along with every "I'm sorry" Messages sending I wouldn't give up a chance But there are time where I lose my stance Avoiding someone is something I just can't I'd still offer this hand