My heart wants to break in two.
My search seems hopeless.
Why must life go on like this?

Shall I ever find true love?
Forever alone.
I do not want life like this.

What kind of love shall I find?
Friend love? True love? Love?
Where shall I look for this love?

Is love in a treasure chest?
How about a vase?
Maybe the love is not here.

A man, a beautiful man,
What is love really?
Is love a beautiful man?

If I do not know love, then,
How shall I find it?
How is love supposed to feel?

Butterflies in my stomach?
Too shy to speak words?
Rosie red cheeks when he smiles?

That is the love I dream of.
A beautiful man.
Why can't this sweet dream come true?

I can imagine him now,
Soft enough to hug,
Warm enough to cuddle with.

Why is he still in my head?
Why do I believe?
My love shall never be real.

I need to stop while I can.
Dreams out the window.
Now back to reality.