I grow older, my body fails, it's just what you'd expect: corrupted voyage, blossoms turn away as they fall. I become convinced we are unusually alert animals, drifting in a soft chaos. I fill my spaces with alcohol, & with her. The sun marches away, saffron step, & the day is throated. I just hope that my love doesn't come too late. Or if it does, that I can be wiped away easily enough.