I was lost,
I guess I was sad.
why didn't I tell you,
I did, I showed,
I said I was not feeling well,
You said its common ,
Thousands sleepless nights,
I tried to tell you,
You said the same.
Finally I got a mask,
A smile,
It made me look happy,
I guess I was strong again,
Still you said the same.
This time I came to you with " I'm fine " ,
Everything changed,
All those millions around me were happy.
Still I was hurt,
Sad,
But not one was ready to hear me.
Standing infront of myself,
Tears streaming down my eyes.
Seeing my hole universe breaking apart.
I wish you would have heard me,
I fought, battled and tried,
I cried for help,
You were the same.
I'm too tired now,
Maybe tomorrow,
Or never.
First I thought I was living,
But I just existed.
So may be never,
Bye.