I wish I could change,
the way a girl changes clothes.
I wish I could the way I think,
Obsessively,
Incessantly,
With maddening hunger.

I wish I could change,
the way cat changes home.
I wish I could change,
The nervous breakdowns in me,
The suffocating feeling in me.

I wish I could change my memories into new,
But now I know,
If these wishes ever come true,
What made me change into this would never change.