hate me..
***** me and throw me..
I'm already scarred
what difference does a few more blemishes make..
Paint me black with sin and burn me at the pyre..
I will take it all, in fact enjoy it all for you.

I'm happy that you never really understood me
And if you hate me more,
That is great too
I don't have to worry about you missing me
when I'm gone
I don't have to keep pushing through all this
for you anymore
I can rest assured that you will be happier without me
More at peace, less guilt, moving on to something better.
That's all I want for you.
To move on and be happy.
So I won't tell you if I'm dying here without you.