I am folding in on myself I don't think anyone can help Trapping my own sadness within All I'm left with is self destruction The light within me is fading I can feel the happy slipping The black is creeping around the edges My vision cascades into darkness I tiptoe around the uncertainty These heavy thoughts weighing on me I am sculpting this agony Into careful addictions My mind is spinning In life's contradictions I want to let go I want to let go