you were a face
that i knew at first long ago
then one that grew more friendly in my mind

two long hours
sitting in the back of a science class
and one reckless night

a tiger blanket that i borrowed from a friend
and embarrassment when you point out the freckle on my nose

you were a face
that i knew at first long ago
then something that took over my thoughts more and more

you haven't promised you won't leave
we both know that promise in particular is futile,
but you know you'll stay
for as long as you can

you didn't promise me anything
not even that you loved me
but you're here
and that's enough

with a poorly made school lunch on your breath
and my hand in yours
my legs swung carelessly over your thighs
your free hand in my lap

i'm okay with you here
even if it won't last