You lead
I'll follow
Even if it's wrong
It still doesn't bother
Cause I never really considered
What's gonna happen tomorrow

You are my greed
Loving you is my creed
Guess I'm paying for my misdeeds
Cause I can't have you
You're gone for so long
How cannot I miss
But, now I should proceed
As time concedes
Yet, my heart bleeds

Sometimes I end up in a situation
Where I urge to hurt myself
Cut up my eyelids
An uncertain notion to poke through my gums
Until I feel my brain as you read this
Memories of you feed my depression
Like it was hungry for decades

I don't want to feel pain
Numb the game
Get me high
Slow down the speed
Let me hallucinate
So I can rejuvenate
And eliminate our ties
You think unwanted ones are the worst
Have you ever heard of unsaid goodbyes??