Almost every night I have this same dream,
People targetting me for unknown reasons.
At my workplace, my home.
Blaming me for things I never did;
Yelling and screaming.


I try hard to get control over me
But, at some point my temper
Gets all over me.


I feel all alone,
This feeling is well-known.
I'm sick of dealing with people's behaviour
So, I started finding ways to cut them out.
Getting zonked and run around.


This part breaks me down.
I'm standing on the edge of a cliff,
Asking everyone around
Will you join me, while I jump down?
They look at me while no-one utters a sound.
None of them wanted me to climb back down...





I wake up realising nobody is by my side.
Thinking that's how I'ma die,
I've got no friends.


Isolated me in my room, so I'm not stressed
I'm tired of love, tired of hate
Turning me emotionless;
Insensitive and depressed. I guess.


My dreams and reality are both messes.
If you have someone in your life
Who can help you out from pitfalls
Just remember you're truly blessed...