sometimes i just go a little too deep
and i remember that i actually want to live
actually want to be here
sometimes i panic
and the everything won't stop flowing
i'll ache just a little at my stupidity
i'll dissociate just a little too much
and forget where i am
sometimes i just go a little too deep
and remember my words
that i was supposed to use them
sometimes i see
what i've wrote
and i remember that i wasn't supposed
how could i have been so dumb?