I don't want to know you do that I don't want to know that you feel like you hate your life so much you hurt yourself it kills me inside to know something like that it kills me even more to know that we're an hour apart and im not able to get to you and just hug you give you a big hug tell you everything will be better you can get through this one person can change your life but you decide a good or bad change. make it a good one and continue on. -te