Dear self
Just look back,
Seee,
I made  a room
I made time
I showed up.
I didnt say much but i peeped alot.
I made sure they had it.
An access to the little light, it was always there when they needed it.
But the half stepping ***** couldnt even take time to understand my darkness.
I ripped my heart out and served it on a silver platter.
And all they could say is' we didnt ask for it"

Dear self
See,  i overextended myself
But it wasnt enough
I dont mean to embarrass or shame you but see how it was all one sided.
I told you but with your head held high you said" Dont **** up a good thing by digging too much"
Now you cant  be there for yourself when you need it most.
You could have stayed strangers
You could have stayed indoors and cooks rice one by one.
But  now thats pointless...