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  Jul 2021 Diana Rop
Megan Grace
Your name is the loveliest word
I've ever said. In my life
I've never known someone like you.
Your aura is a quilt
that I could spend all day in
if you'd let me.
I think the chances of me meeting
another you are absurd
and I find the whole idea
to be terrifying.
I could make so much room
for you in my heart.
Diana Rop Mar 2021
Dear self
Just look back,
Seee,
I made  a room
I made time
I showed up.
I didnt say much but i peeped alot.
I made sure they had it.
An access to the little light, it was always there when they needed it.
But the half stepping ***** couldnt even take time to understand my darkness.
I ripped my heart out and served it on a silver platter.
And all they could say is' we didnt ask for it"

Dear self
See,  i overextended myself
But it wasnt enough
I dont mean to embarrass or shame you but see how it was all one sided.
I told you but with your head held high you said" Dont **** up a good thing by digging too much"
Now you cant  be there for yourself when you need it most.
You could have stayed strangers
You could have stayed indoors and cooks rice one by one.
But  now thats pointless...
Diana Rop Jan 2021
Thats how i feel  without you
The echo of your words deeply buried
In this cold-hearted heart
Maybe if i visit your grave one more time,
I would feel something to mull over,
Anything to  regret,
Something to scourge
Something to flare up my conscience
  For i need to keep this sanity.
Diana Rop Nov 2019
You ever felt worthless?
Like you got a  million thoughts and questions of why you even exist,
Cause you ain't got a purpose.
You know you need to regain your ground,
But you're feeling lifeless, you feel locked in a bubble.
Like if you die tonight, will i go to heaven?
Will my name mean anything?
You pray that its the right time and your family will be alright.
You ever just lie in bed and create a list,
Of all the regrets.
Of all the things and challenges you've met.
Of all the mistakes.
Of all the things you said and wished you could erase
And there is nothing you can do.
You ever felt alone even when surrounded by people that you know.  
You losing friends and everyone thinks you're a liar.
You sit by the phone as you watch them live there lives,
And wish you were happy.
You ever stayed at home; cause you not for public
cause you got the ability to ruin everything
And you always on the wrong.
You ever found yourself worrying  about the people you will fail, if you dont get it right?
Life is a greatest journey
Stay strong, it never gets easier,
Don't forget to smell an enjoy  all the flowers  alongside the road,
Maybe thats the point,
Messing up and learning from it.
I am confident that your life has a purpose
You're smart, you're a genius,
You got the potential of being  great..
You gotta know hope when you feel low.
Diana Rop Nov 2019
Sorry for the smile am wearing now
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out.
And i guess there is nothing more to say
Other than a thank you note
So thanks for making me a fighter
You stole the love that I saved for myself
Still,
I found the light you shut inside
Those wounds you made are gone
They made me muuch stronger,
They made my skin a little bit thicker.
Thank you for making me much wiser.


I heard you're going around playing the victim,
But don't even begin feeling like i am the one to blame,
After all the stealing and cheating.
Dont even start that sht with me,
I got issues of my own, i aint no time for this drama.
I heard you're told your friends i am just not your type
If thats how you really feel, why did you call me last night?
Diana Rop Aug 2019
Beyond the barren place, beyond the ocean waves
I will not lose heart,
I'll be better than i am
I'll do it till the sun goes down.
And When  am about to give it up
I will lift my arms and start to sing into the night.
And When i go through the waters,
When i go through the rivers,
When i go through the hills and mountains,
When i go through the valleys,
i'll keep rising, i'll keep falling,
I'll keep  climbing , i'll keep soaring,
A thousand views, a thousand miles,
I'll make it through.
My praise will call the sun to rise,
Declare  the battle won, declare that it is done.
I have this confidence because,
I have seen the faithfullness of God.
I'll stand before the giant, declaring victory.
My God will make a way, so i am not afraid.
Diana Rop Aug 2019
I met a girl,
In blue jeans and crazy shoes.
As the sayings goes" give a girl the right shoes and she can conquer the world".
She has an enchanting crooked smile, a bittersweet kind of smile.
A smile that hides all her scars..
A smile  of a victor.
But once it hit the night and she is all alone, she find a place to hide and soothe her wounds. She burns inside and sheds tears, just like a candle when it melts.
Tears comes from the deepest and darkest corners of the heart..
Trapped in her own thoughts and insecurities she wished she could rehearse a life,
She definately would have erased  those life patterns that  only makes sense to God.

she had lain there, spent and numb,
The uncomfortable wet pillow, woke her,
She looked at her phone, and it was 3 am....
For lack of better thing to do, she sang  her favorite song "amazing grace"..the lyrics aligned with her thoughts.
She lift her arms in praise and reminded herself of his unnever ending grace and conditional love,
A love like no other...
With renewed strenght and hope, she waited for the sunrise..
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