I am not happy
Shame on me
It is hard to admit
You would not often see it

People put happy faces
They care what the world says
But I am fed up and too tired to pretend
No one gave a **** about me in the end

I don't want to laugh
'Cause I've had enough
I wish I could undo things in life
Go back to the good old times

I've been so lonely lately
My friends are sick of my stories
I have no one to run to
Writing is all I do

I am not happy
Sadness is within me
Strong is the blue fire inside
I no longer want to hide

Tomorrow would be a better me
Something I see with zero visibility
Alive but lifeless in reality
Darkness covers my soul in its entirety