Unresponsive Silence aching in the pit of my stomach boiling the blood beneath my skin Raging chaos Weeping solitude until I fall asleep awaiting an explanation Shaken glory Magnifies in the heat of some miscommunication, lack of trust slithering out within each insult Always trying to defy the laws of gravity Unable to admit there are no such thing as superheros, magic wands, or even luck I am bulimic to love and lust and all things good Allergic to kindness and appreciating and all things right I always get left in the middle, asking myself What the hell is wrong with me