Just watching Netflix
Or staying in bed
Guilt rising inside me
Sad thoughts in my head

I can’t seem to focus
Or motivate myself again
Missing who I once was
I’m going insane

The dishes pile up
So much ironing to be done
Instead I order uber eats
Coz that’s way more fun

The house needs cleaning
The beds need making too
But I wallow in self pity
The day I met you I still rue

Maybe I need therapy
Someone get inside my head
Tell me where I’m going wrong
My zest for life is dead

All I know is this must end
I need to know my fate
Am I dying soon my Lord
Or do I have to wait?