its like flying through an endless dark void. its something that you can't easily avoid. its a feeling that always lingers inside you, like a dark stained permanent tattoo.
it felt like i was standing on a tall ledge, just waiting for something to push me off the edge. but now im just continually falling into a void leading to nowhere, casually struggling just to breathe some fresh air.
all i can feel is nothing but complete emptiness. as i walk through life seeing nothing only but darkness. i will walk through this path patiently alone. waiting just for someone to come tag along.
it was never like this in the beginning. i used to be a naive child that was always grinning, now im locked up in my room crying my pain away, wishing someone could've stayed and made it all go away.
i was never truly alone, but it somehow felt lonely. people were around me but can't seem to understand me. i was like a new language waiting to be deciphered. but all i ever wanted is to be heard.